in the end, it doesn't even matter...

what the fuck is the point of it all? All this pain and suffering and unhappy people, all for what? What am I not  getting? I'm a Catholic. I understand the concept of sacrifice and offering up sacrifices...but I've had enough. Not just my pain. My heart is completely torn and broken from the pain of those I love. Those loving souls who have done nothing but their best at being good...all being shot down one by one. Torn, mangled, beaten down over and over again. And there is no light at the end of the tunnel in sight for any of them, for any of us. Why would a good mother have her child taken away from her by a controlling and abusive husband, just because he can? Why would good, loving girls get their hearts stepped on over and over and over again, when all they do is give? Why would a single mom of a special needs child who struggles daily to make ends meet not be allowed to do more for her kid? Having enough on her plate, she's told she has a tumor in her uterus, extreme bleeding, migraines that go on for days and no one else to rely on but herself....can someone explain the point of all that? I'm tired of seeing it, feeling it, suffering it...in the end, does it even matter? What's a few more broken hearts, broken homes, lost souls...